[Polpolion]

Why would you want to kill yourself when you could learn to FRED and then FRED for the 158th? I don't understand. 

She played the first chapter, such as it was.

This certainly explains all of the death threats...

[Nuke]

I'm packed for my weekend of awesome rudeness and dvd's and washing up. . . . After the inevitability of me cooking a kickass meal. I think I may make roast duck with grilled ham and roast veg.
 
That'll get me laid.
 
Also need to buy booze.

last time i tried duck i ended up shooting the wrong species and ended up with a rather fishy duck. took a week for that smell to go away. i ended up sacrificing it to the dumpster gods.

zack, don't kill yourself.

^ This, definitely.

Very.

Indeed. It's a permanent attempt to solve temporary problems.

i often find that humans are temporary problems. besides suicidal people dont consider individual problems as a reason to die (the ones that do, i call morons), instead they look at the sum of all lifes events and realize it can only go downhill from here. i once new a rather hot gal that wanted to kill herself, but everyone talked her down and she didnt, 5 years later she was a raving meth head with herpies and butt ugly from repeated beatings and rapings, i think maybe we shouldn't have talked that one down.  frankly if they want to off themselves, we should allow them and even help them. i think the only reason we dont is so that we can turn them into a slave caste, where we make them work ****ty jobs and feed them mind numbing meds. like the spaced out zombie lady at the grocery store (every store seems to have one), spending the rest of their life in a daze filling in the unwanted gaps in the work schedule. its sick really. i cant stand to see society exploiting the mentally ill like that.

[iamzack]

i would not call any of the things that are wrong with me "temporary"

that implies that they stop being applicable at some point

[Nuke]

i would not call any of the things that are wrong with me "temporary"

that implies that they stop being applicable at some point

thats the other thing. i dont like people insisting other people's personal problems are temporary without even having an understanding of what they are and why we have them. im certainly not going to tell people what mine are. if you ask me if im ok il probably flat out lie to you to get you off my back. theres nothing temporary about mental illness, they are no more curable than aids right now. you can learn to live with it and dampen the symptoms with pills and therapy, but it certainly dont make them go away. the only thing that makes existence remotely acceptable to me right now is that i can leech money off the government and distract myself from reality with lame entertainments, illegal drugs, booze, and sometimes sex with equally insane people.

[iamzack]

you sound like high max, lately

[Nuke]

i edited it 4 times before it came out ok enough to not delete

[Colonol Dekker]

I'm tempted to split it all out to a specific "Iamzack gloom thread" but seeing as how it all "happens in her life" i guess it's relevant.



Anyhooooo


I'm off to pick the weekend shag up from Victoria station WHOOPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

* Dekker grabs a beer for the journey and slams the door.

[iamzack]

I used to have my own special thread, but it got locked when I was bickering with MP-Ryan over whether psychiatrists are lying, greedy, lazy douchebags or not.

[Nuclear1]

I'm off to pick the weekend shag up from Victoria station WHOOPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Make sure he's clean.

[Flipside]

The thing about describing depression is that you cannot describe depression.

[iamzack]

The thing about describing depression is that you cannot describe depression.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pit_of_despair

[Flipside]

It's pretty close for a low ebb.

I suppose for me when I'm on a low ebb, it's like I remember that 'Hope' and 'Trust' are nothing more than words we use as an excuse to not give up. You can't find them on the periodic chart because they do not physically exist.

Sometimes it's really hard to deal with, as you seem to be finding it right now, other times it's not so bad. It depends as much on external influences as internal ones.

Just try to remember that, whilst you'll never shake it completely, you can do things to reduce the situation, phsychiatrists don't hold all the answers, much of it is up to you, and it's never easy, but getting out early is never the answer. If you can't cling onto hope, then cling onto vindication, I find it a great motivator at times.

[Nuke]

The thing about describing depression is that you cannot describe depression.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pit_of_despair

i say we perform those experiments on humans

[iamzack]

we allow people like my parents to have children without any kind of training or approval process. that's close enough.

[Flipside]

That's why I get the urge, when I hear a Politician say "I believe in Family Values" to punch them squarely in the face, because they obviously have only ever encountered a tiny percentage of 'family values'.

[Qent]

That's why I get the urge, when I hear a Politician say "I believe in Family Values" to punch them squarely in the face, because they obviously have only ever encountered a tiny percentage of 'family values'.

I believe that families should have my values. >:D

[Polpolion]

we allow people like my parents to have children without any kind of training or approval process. that's close enough.

Actually upon marriage Roman Catholics do have to go training courses. It might vary specifically what they cover, but I assure you that the portions covering child-raising aren't simply about brainwashing them.

[Shivan Hunter]

I used to have my own special thread, but it got locked when I was bickering with MP-Ryan over whether psychiatrists are lying, greedy, lazy douchebags or not.

People are lying, greedy, lazy douchebags. (∀x ∈ A, P(x))
The set of all psychiatrists is a subset of the set of all people. (B ⊆ A)
Any property of all elements in a set A is a property of all elements in all subsets of A. (B ⊆ A ∧ ∀x ∈ A, P(x) → ∀x ∈ B, P(x))
Therefore, psychiatrists are lying, greedy, lazy douchebags. (∀x ∈ B, P(x))
QED

On a related note, I've been studying some Discrete Math for exams

[Klaustrophobia]

i've always been a supporter of having a procreation license

[iamzack]

I wouldn't go that far, because that would probably cause more problems than it would solve. But the government should have more power to protect children. Whole system's a mess, but blowing up brown kids and arbitrarily keeping people from smoking random ****ing plants they grow in their own backyards is much more important is much more important to the ignorant retards who vote for other ignorant retards every damn election.

... /rant